为情自杀

今天看见了一篇为爱自杀的新闻
这个男生因为跟他的女友分手而自杀，以书上写着：请别怪她
我想这个男生是真的爱这个女生吗？
让大家知道他自杀是为了她，目的是什么？
难道他就不知道这会给他带来什么结果吗？
这女生就这样被网上千千万万个不认识的人指责
你说她错了吗？
她到底错在哪里？
不爱了，就没有资格说分手吗？
难道欺骗他，不开心地跟他在一起才算是好女孩？
你说她自私吗？
自私在哪里？
不爱了，勇敢跟他说，不贪于他给的温暖，他自私了吗？
自私的人是他吧，选择自己离开也非得搞乱她的生活。
难道从没想过，她以后的日子会有个黑点吗？
有人说他是罗密欧，而她不配当他的朱丽叶
我想说，我不知道她配不配，可是我确定，他不配当罗密欧
毕竟罗密欧为了陪伴爱人而死的，而他的死为他爱的人带来了很多的困扰
而她，根本不需要成为他的朱丽叶，因为她没必要为他自杀。




（以上观点为个人意见，若有异议，恳劝忽略）

(n.n)xin ni(u.u)

梦里见到你。。。

昨晚做了好多好多的梦。

梦到自己在家了

梦到跟家人出去

梦到跟家人吃饭

梦到跟他们逛街

突然，看见了一个很熟悉的背影

那个瘦小的

那个慈祥的

是阿嫲（奶奶）

我跟她说，我二十一岁的生日快到了

她说，那回家吧。。

突然被手机吵醒

竟然是中午了

心情很糟

有6年没梦到她了吧

没想到，梦到了却是短暂的。

很想回家

可是刚发现，可能没有假期。。

我想

我真的是想家了

我想

我是真的该回家了

二十一岁的生日

如果没有考试，

我会不顾一切的回家庆祝

在我熟悉的地方

跟我熟悉的人。。。

(n.n)xin ni(u.u)

昨天的市中心到处都是烟，
突然想起了马来西亚的农历七月
后来发现某个住宅火灾了
突然想起了那件事。。
昨天的市中心不是很冷，
可是为什么心里是凉凉的呢？
(n.n)xin ni(u.u)

生日

               原本我明年生日的那个星期有三个考试，所以打算不庆祝了。结果前几天发现那三个考试提前，而且我生日那个星期没上课！！！虽然生日前的那个星期会很忙，考三个试加上实习的presentation，可是还是非常开心！因为总算可以庆祝了！！！由于接下来那个星期是新年，所以决定申请回家庆祝生日。希望老师准许，那我就可以回家啦！！！开心开心！马来西亚的朋友要开始存钱给我买礼物咯！哇哈哈哈哈！！
(n.n)xin ni(u.u)

累

想念曾经和我

一起吃饭

一起玩

一起大笑

一起八卦

一起毫无顾虑

的你们

即使那只是瞬间

足以让我做回自己

足以让我放松自己

或许

我是真的累了

嬉皮笑脸

不懂装懂

原来不做自己是如此的累。。

(n.n)xin ni(u.u)

什么时候开始
物理笔记也成了我搭地铁时的读物。。

airplane?shooting star?

airplane?shooting star?

there is a shooting star in the sky!!

oppss..that's actually an airplane..

can i pretend that it's shooting star?

so that i could make a wish,

wish that my family,my friends and I would be happy everyday..

学着知足

夜深了

我们是否也走尽了？

沉重的

决定走出第一步

太多的不舍

但已忍无可忍

你的呼吸声

似乎是对我的呼唤

决心被动摇

是假象？ 是幻想？

还是你想把我留下？

我只想选择相信

相信你也舍不得我

假如是梦  我不想醒

假如是实  我不想睡

就让我一味地相信吧

因为这样

有个借口让我留下

抓住你残余的温暖

就算寥寥无几

我会学着珍惜

在你身旁

闻到了那熟悉的香味

贪婪地呼吸着

你擦干我的泪水

我有沉迷于你给的温柔

即使不多 我很满足

再一次离不开你的身边

再一次原地踏步 

我唯有学会知足

2nd year--2 imacs

came back to france 2 weeks ago.
kinda busy because i came back late.
especially when i'm in imacs.as usual the time table of imacs is full during 1st semester.
since i missed 3 days classes,i need a lot of time to catch up.

i went to a birthday party on last friday.
i had a lot of activities this week.

1)went Japanese restaurant with honey on tuesday.
2)had a mooncake festival party in my house.pei xin,edwin,zhe lung,sandra,kuaci n wili came to my house to have a dinner.then we ate mooncake+drink tea.chao jiong also came to join us.we had a lot of fun!after that we took tanglung and accompanied edwin,zhe lung and pei xin to universite paul sab to take bus.
3)had a celebration of mooncake festival+ zhe lung's birthday in the afternoon with a lot of malaysians,1 of them is a senior that i've rarely seen.but thanks to him,we had a delicious lunch in a chinese restaurant.then i brought them to the coffee shop that honey had introduced me--French Coffee.As usual,coffees there are very nice.We did enjoy it!then we went shopping(well,i would say i brought them go shopping.because i didn't buy anything but other ppl did=P)then we went to garonne.there was a occitane's festival.then we went back to kuaci's room to had our dinner--pizza and chose our songs for international week.

well,this is my life during these 2 weeks.although i do really miss my family n friends,i still enjoy my life.

here are those photos when i was still in malaysia

i)volleyball team gathering

ii)2nd jie's wedding:

family

small brother

pretty 2nd sis

sistas

daddy

planning...~~

don't worry,it was not my wedding,just helped 2nd sis to hold her flower

they rarely seem so smart=P

brother

wish u sweet sweet always

yam seng~

counting down,again..

6 days to go..n i'm going back to france.

started packing,because i won't be free in these coming days.

meeting volleyball team,meeting old friends.n finally attending my cousin's wedding.

should be more then enough for spending my last week in malaysia.

who i've met?let's photos tell u=)

yong boey

billie

ah qian

baby jie jie and 2nd aunt

yee yin

quan quan who's going to nottingham and kuan ee who r now in USA

shally n her son

xin lee,my lovely cousin

travellers inn's couple

yik jing,my cousin ann vivian n yiyen

finally my new and old look.

new because i cut my hair 2 weeks ago.

old because i juz straightened my hair=P