not more teenager!!

wow!i'm officially 20!!!!!!!
should i say i'm old d?nonono!!!i'm mature!!!=P
well..i had alot of fun yesterday night with malaysians!
they made a party for me n yogesh(my 'twin')
i ate bihun,pizza,chips,and we drank alot!
i drank 2 shots of tequila,2 glasses of rose wine,2 glasses of red wine,and 1 glass of apple,a little bit of lychit!gosh!!i wonder since when i can drink so much n dun get drunk at all!
well..i kept drinking alcohol this few days.
i drank some white wine on thursday n a lot a lot on friday due to the party in my engineering school!(some sangria,vodka,rhum...,n i didn't get drunk neither!)
we had 3 cakes(1 for me,1 for yogesh n 1 for haikal)(1 cake made from lavanya,1 from pei xin n 1 from carrefour)
after went back to insa,we drank a bit again..after that i went back to my room n studied until 3.30am.
today i woke up at 12pm n checked my mail
guess what?i got 100++emails from facebook!!thz thz thz~
i dunno what to say except thz~
how wish i can celebrate with everyone.
but well..i can't even celebrate with my friends in toulouse,i mean those french,coz we r having 2 exams tmr!how 'lucky' m i!
well..wish i can do well tmr!
thkz everyone!love yea~
muack!!

need to continue my revision d..=/

what a shocking day

wow!!!finally i'm home n no more 'surprise'(i wish)
today morning,i hv learned about a death of a friend,kamal.
he was learning french with us during 3 months n was staying in the same hostel with us.
i was so shocked and couldn't concentrate in the class.
till now,i still dunno wat happened...
then i got another 'surprise' before break time.
i failed the exam that i was so confident in!!
i juz cant believe it!
i thought i managed to solve those questions,but apparently,i was wrong!
then i asked teacher,he told me that it's because of i didn't write any sentence,he didn't understand so he didn't gv mark.
wth!!!
i failed 3 subjects adi!!!i can oni fail 4 subjects in a year..but don't worry,i hv found the passion that i had when i was preparing for spm.
if i fail again after i put those afford,dat means i'm not suitable to be an engineer!!or i'm juz too stupid!

well..i'm so tired after all this.yet,i need to study..
i want to be better no matter what!!!!!
ganbatte neh!!!!
aja aja fighting!!

hmm..i ll rest for awhile though..i'm so tired now..even too tired to breath...
may everyone pray hard for me...
and kamal,may u rest in peace..

i just wanna keep u as a friend

after all,i would like to keep u as a friend.

i don't know how hard ll it be,i don't know how long ll it take,so that we wont feel strange when we talk.

but i would like to hv u as a friend.

because for me,u r kind as friend^^

sincerely,as friend!hope that our friendship wont end like this.

浮板

如果人生是大海，
那我是刚抓到浮板的落难者。
当然我会想得到一块更大的浮板
可是现在，我一眼望去，似乎只有这块浮板
我想让它带我到我想去的那个地方。

last day in 2009

last day in 2009,what r u all doing?
hmm..i woke up at 10am then on my lappy checked mail,bought some friends in facebook=P
eating some cereals as 'brunch'(breakfast+lunch) coz i din go shopping yet.
going to continue cleaning my room,might go to town to buy a new mobile phone,might not..
going to jog later.wish to jog with some chinese friends but everyone is not here.so i'm going to jog alone.
5pm,(12am malaysia time zone),i'm gonna count down in my room
12am,again,i'm gonna count down in my room.

2009,a complicated year.again,a lot of changes.
happiness is as much as sadness.
i still remember when i wrote summary for 2008,i was really sad.coz i lost a lovely cousin on december.
this year,i'm neither sad nor happy.
btw,i should be happy that i still can breath.^^
i'm still happy that many ppl care of me.i really appreciate it.
for my family,wish u all healthy owes and happy owes!
for those who were couple with me,thanks for giving me some joyful period.again,i appreciate it.
for my friends,all the best and miss u all.wish to meet u all as soon as possible!
for me,study hard!!!it's enuf of playing n relaxing!1 and a half years of relaxing..it's time to stop it n change it!

everyone!!!!happy new year!!!wish u all the best in 2010!!!!!muackkkkkksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

weekend~

huh huh~~it's weekend again!
i had a lot of problems during this week
u know,my dad's in hospital,problems with my friends,studies problems,problems with him....
well..just forget about it.
besides all these,i enjoyed the week as well.
i watched twilight 2 with ridhuan.it's a really good film,but some parts are quite violent.don't u think so?
i had a match on wednesday.we won it.
i was so happy although i was not in the mood(because my dad admitted in hospital on wednesday.)
i ran 10 mins+10 mins+10 mins+40 mins non-stop during the sport class.(long time din run d)
hmm..it's getting colder and colder now.
started wearing trousers which i hate to wear.

now..i have a new problem,that is,i'm going to have exam next monday and i've not yet done my revision

actually,i write this article today because last year 4th december 2008,my cousin died.
i wish that he rests in peace,and 'live' happily in another world.
2nd bro,i miss u so much!!!

力不从心

话说力不从心，

力量无法听从心

那力量应该是在身体的右边吧？

因为心在左边隔着肺

所以才听不到心吧？

还是力量在身体的下方？

隔着肚子

所以听不到心呢？

哎。。

又无法问力量

害得我无法找出答案

这就叫做力不从心吧？！

请原谅我的废话连篇

最近压力太大了。。。

another 1

another 1 for my team~

崇拜

梁静茹的崇拜
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dZvV0rYeZWM



最近肩膀越来越重，生活越来越压力
所以培养出了新方法已舒解压力^^
希望大家喜欢咯~

伤心

我的physic被当掉了！
我没想到真的被当掉了
一直在想问题出在哪
当然自己也有错，不读书嘛
加上班上真的是。。。唉
一年就只能被当掉四次，开学两个月，我就被当掉了一科！
我发誓，从今开始，我要努力读书了
原来，我去年用的读书方式，今年不再能用了
昨天等了一整天，才发现自己被当掉
心情直线调入谷底
幸好朋友带我去看场合唱团的表演，又陪我讲话，否则我就一个人在家大哭了
唉。。我不要再被当了！！！！！