什么时候开始
物理笔记也成了我搭地铁时的读物。。

airplane?shooting star?

airplane?shooting star?

there is a shooting star in the sky!!

oppss..that's actually an airplane..

can i pretend that it's shooting star?

so that i could make a wish,

wish that my family,my friends and I would be happy everyday..

学着知足

夜深了

我们是否也走尽了？

沉重的

决定走出第一步

太多的不舍

但已忍无可忍

你的呼吸声

似乎是对我的呼唤

决心被动摇

是假象？ 是幻想？

还是你想把我留下？

我只想选择相信

相信你也舍不得我

假如是梦  我不想醒

假如是实  我不想睡

就让我一味地相信吧

因为这样

有个借口让我留下

抓住你残余的温暖

就算寥寥无几

我会学着珍惜

在你身旁

闻到了那熟悉的香味

贪婪地呼吸着

你擦干我的泪水

我有沉迷于你给的温柔

即使不多 我很满足

再一次离不开你的身边

再一次原地踏步 

我唯有学会知足

2nd year--2 imacs

came back to france 2 weeks ago.
kinda busy because i came back late.
especially when i'm in imacs.as usual the time table of imacs is full during 1st semester.
since i missed 3 days classes,i need a lot of time to catch up.

i went to a birthday party on last friday.
i had a lot of activities this week.

1)went Japanese restaurant with honey on tuesday.
2)had a mooncake festival party in my house.pei xin,edwin,zhe lung,sandra,kuaci n wili came to my house to have a dinner.then we ate mooncake+drink tea.chao jiong also came to join us.we had a lot of fun!after that we took tanglung and accompanied edwin,zhe lung and pei xin to universite paul sab to take bus.
3)had a celebration of mooncake festival+ zhe lung's birthday in the afternoon with a lot of malaysians,1 of them is a senior that i've rarely seen.but thanks to him,we had a delicious lunch in a chinese restaurant.then i brought them to the coffee shop that honey had introduced me--French Coffee.As usual,coffees there are very nice.We did enjoy it!then we went shopping(well,i would say i brought them go shopping.because i didn't buy anything but other ppl did=P)then we went to garonne.there was a occitane's festival.then we went back to kuaci's room to had our dinner--pizza and chose our songs for international week.

well,this is my life during these 2 weeks.although i do really miss my family n friends,i still enjoy my life.

here are those photos when i was still in malaysia

i)volleyball team gathering

ii)2nd jie's wedding:

family

small brother

pretty 2nd sis

sistas

daddy

planning...~~

don't worry,it was not my wedding,just helped 2nd sis to hold her flower

they rarely seem so smart=P

brother

wish u sweet sweet always

yam seng~

counting down,again..

6 days to go..n i'm going back to france.

started packing,because i won't be free in these coming days.

meeting volleyball team,meeting old friends.n finally attending my cousin's wedding.

should be more then enough for spending my last week in malaysia.

who i've met?let's photos tell u=)

yong boey

billie

ah qian

baby jie jie and 2nd aunt

yee yin

quan quan who's going to nottingham and kuan ee who r now in USA

shally n her son

xin lee,my lovely cousin

travellers inn's couple

yik jing,my cousin ann vivian n yiyen

finally my new and old look.

new because i cut my hair 2 weeks ago.

old because i juz straightened my hair=P

home sweet home!

i'm back to penang,malaysia,where my hometown is.

i reached on 7th august.

it was a quite bad decision to come back late becoz most of my friends are not in penang.

luckily,i still have my family

i went travelling to singapore with my family.

we went to a lot of places besides meeting my cousin n uncle.

after that,i met some friends who r working or in holiday.

i met shally who was my supervisor when i worked after spm.we went gurney with her son

her son is so cute n intelligent!!!love him so much!

then i met yee yin,we went winter warmers n ice ice baby b4 the day i met kuan ee

i met kuan ee,yih chuan n u chyuan 2 days b4 kuan ee flies.

we went sushi king,ice ice baby n pelita!!!hahahaa!kuan ee ate a looooooooooooot!!!!

after we went to airport to meet kuan ee for the last time b4 he flies,i watched movie with yih chuan n vincent.

we watched SLICE.not very very scary but very disgusting!

besides all these,i keep shopping with my sis.

my sis comes back always to hang out with me(touched)

miss her very much when she's not at home.

still remember that last year we watched movies n chit chated until so late everyday.

i'm going to meet more friends after this week,coz it's gonna be raya holiday!

everyone's coming back^^(happy happy!!)

julie's back!so i'm not gonna hang out myself after that!hehehe
n i ate a lot of  foods!i think i've became more fat=(
nowadays,taking picture is a culture before eating(yih chuan said this coz kuan ee n i took alot of pictures of foods b4 eating=P)

miss my stupid boy who needs to work everyday while i'm enjoying everyday=P

how wish he could be here^^

friendship

i would like to be the one u love,

the one i love,

the one everyone loves.

but could i?

no,i couldn't.

so?

as i'm so selfish,

i want to be the one i love!

of course i hope that u love me,

but if u don't,

i don't mind.

and i will let u walk out from my life,my heart and my eyes.

p/s:we can't force someone to be our friend.

friendship depends on fate.

if they don't love u,please don't force them

respect them and their rights,and let them go out from ur life.

the end of my 1st year in INSA

finally i can shout out loudly:bye bye 1st year!!!
i passed my 1st year!
surprisingly,i passed almost every exam in 2nd semester.
and now i'm doing my internship.
quite tiring but i learn new things.

after exams,i kept hanging out with my lovely friends and ate in restaurant almost everyday
then i passed 1 week holiday at seaside.
1 of my friends has a house there,n we passed a relaxing and enjoyable holiday before doing our internship
since i was under the sun everyday,i'm kinda black now.i mean i'm tanned.

well,everything is fine now.n i'm going back to msia in 1 month,exactly 1 month!
yeah!!i want to eat in japanese restaurant!(coz it's very expensive here!)
then i wanna eat char koay tiao,curry mee,hokkien mee,oo jian,dim sum,chicken rice.........( unmanaged to finish counting)
see u guys in 1 month yea~miss!

我是我自己的

一直都不想承认自己长大了。
即时到了法国念书，也一直希望我的人生不是我一个人能做主的。
为什么我不可以慢一点长大？
难道这就是出国读书的代价？
虽然一直都知道我的人生是我的，可是却一直都逃避什么都必须自己承担的责任
我知道我长大了，我知道每个人都有自己对自己的责任。
可是我真的不愿意去面对
如果我今天还在家，我还会是那个什么都问爸爸妈妈哥哥姐姐的小女儿、小妹。
我知道是我选择了离开，我知道我必须长大，我也一直在努力了不是吗？
我已经努力地做出很多自己的决定。
可是好像没有自己想象中的那么坚强。


我其实不是生你的气，我也不是因为你而伤心。
只是你提醒了我一直都在逃避的事情
你让我重新发现我是我的
你让我突然发现我的社交，其实是想希望别人帮我承担些责任
你也让我发现，即时我跟谁再好，我还是我自己的
有点让我透不过气。
我一直让自己相信，跌倒了没关系，有很多人会扶我起来。
可是你让我不得不面对，其实跌倒了，我只能自己爬起来。
你提醒了我我其实不应该再依赖你们。
你也提醒了我，其实我不应该再抓住在马来西亚的一切一切。


好久都没有那么痛快的大哭一场了，似乎不知道怎么哭了，我又重新得学会哭泣
原来真正能够让我掉泪的是，我不得不承认自己的懦弱，我不得不承认自己长大了
我不得不面对自己
哭过了，我会正式的扛起我该付的责任，我的人生
从此，一切我自己负责。

laziness

sorry...kinda lazy to update my blog recently
nothing special happened actually but i pretty love my life now
i keep meeting up with my friends.
we share happiness and sadness
we study together (really?!><)
we support each other
this is what friendship means right?
oh yea..i've found an internship!from 1st july to 31st july
so i will be back on august!can't wait to go back..
searching for flight tickets now..hope that i could get a cheaper 1
had 3 exams last week.
i don't really know ll i get good marks.we ll see...
always in good mood these few days.
don't know y..may be becoz of my friends!
love them very very much!^^
u know,when i was sad,they were the only ones who stayed beside me n supported me
well,although i said nothing in front of them,but i felt pretty good!
wish that everything would go well at least until next holiday,summer holiday^^