again

i know the endless separations are parts of our life,I know every separation means another beginning in our life.but i still cant help being emo and sad every time i look at the back of someone and wonder when will we see each other again. Will we still be the same? will we need to find some topics to discuss about so that we won't be awkward? Will I be our 'hi-bye' friend or even a stranger?

The room..where i've said a few times of 'goodbye and goodluck'
The corridor..where i've heard the sound of the heavy footsteps heading to an uncertain future.
The door..where i was able to have a last glance at the ones who were heading to the lift.
The bed..where I've let the long hidden tears to get out from my painful eyes.
How many times i told myself to be proud of them
How many times i told myself don't be sad.
How many times i told myself it's ok.
How many times i felt my cheeks were wet with tears.
Tears will stop dropping,life must keep going.we will meet again,the day it should be.
Make your own way and i will be here supporting you.
our roads will cross again one day just like how they crossed when we first met.


The cold night, the sick boyfriend, the naughty cat, the only left, emo me....
'baby,it's ok.i understand your feeling.'
'no,u don't.the feeling of losing a family and you dont know where to go when u'r lost.'

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holiday began with a weekend in Barcelona

 it was a rainy day in toulouse,but a sunny day in barcelona.

we departed about 11 o'clock in the morning and we reached there at about 2pm.Although it's a sunny day,it was still cold,well,we were at the end of autumn.

after having a picnic lunch in the hostel,we went to the town.

it was crowded since there was x'mas soon,everyone was out to buy presents.

were we lost??

it was so tempting.. but since it was so cold,we decided not to eat ice-cream

 yummy yummy!are u tempted too?

 we went to the cathedral (accidentally,since we wanted to go to sangrada familia and we did a mistake)

we had a 'teatime' at 7pm in a cafe and i had a really good hot chocolat (no photos since aurelie is the one who took those photos,may be ll upload again when i see here)

 after few hours of walking,we found a nice restaurant for a dinner.of course,we took a menu of tapas!

 patatas bravas,although i know it's just fried potatoes but still,i love it

 aubergine (it's the 1st time i tried,it was so delicious,the aubergine was so sweet,and the spices they used didn't make the aubergine lose its original taste)

fried chicken(actually it was not that special)

lentils (it didn't look nice but it did really taste good!)  

 meatballs (well,u know what is meatball)

after the dinner we went to a bar with our friend,nicolas,who is studying in barcelona.

we drank some nice sangria and we went back to hostel at about 1am.this is the end of the 1st day.

the next day,we were like all the tourists.

we went to parc de joan miro, botanic parc.....

a lunch in a small restaurant,it's difficult to find a restaurant on sunday

a nice picture taken in the parc de guell

we went to sangrada familia,we took a dinner,i had a paella and we went back to hostel since i needed to wake up early in the morning for my flight.

well,we did play cards before going to bed.

my last meal in barcelona,a nice breakfast in hostel

this is the end of my weekend in barcelona.

holiday continued in karlsruhe,germany

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梁静茹-情歌 cover

we actually practiced this song for spectacle de semaine internationale (performance of international's week).but i can't find the video for the moment,so i post this cover 1st=)



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离别

离别总是感伤
一个人整理行李
一个人收拾情绪
然后
一个人搭上飞机
不想走  其实很想留
但
还有该负的责任
在那个远方
背着大家的期望
走向自己的梦想

再见了
明年的大家又是怎么样？
再会了
明年的你还会不会在这个地方？
会不会又有哪个他离开我们的家乡？

长大了发现
原来生活没那么简单
原来人没想像中那么坚强
思念与不舍只能留在心上
我    一个人飘向远方。


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5 more to go!!!!!

aja aja!!!!5 more exams to go...
5 in the same week..hmm..need to find a strategy to study then!


since when i'm scared of this kind of exams???i've changed...

ganbatte!!!!!!!!

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加油！！！

你能的！两个星期一定能读完！然后就放假了！！加油啊！！！
我不要补考。。。。
你不是笨蛋，两个星期一定够的！加油啦！！！！决不放弃！


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是世界变了还是我太天真？

是世界变了吗？为什么校园罢凌会是新闻首页？
是现在的社会生病了？还是一直都是这样？
我很庆幸当年的我从没遇过或见过这种事。
我很庆幸当年的我天真的以为再怎么不喜欢一个人，不理他就好了。
我很庆幸我的学生生涯没有类似的污点。
欺负别人的学生，你们是怎么了？是生病了吗？还是疯了？
乱骂人的观众，你们又是怎么了？不知道谁是罪魁祸首就不要乱骂人。




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paques 2011

Paques mean easter day in France.

the holiday started with the giant chocolate egg from my bf.

on 23rd April,chin tee,zhilei and I took a plane to Bruxelles. (i was so scared when the plane was landing because the pilot decelerated suddenly,i had the feeling that our plane was going to crash)Finally we reached Bruxelles safely and we went to hostel immediately and here we met our 4th member of the trip LIU YUFEI,a friend of zhilei.then,we went to downtown to meet our dear WILI,YONG CHANG and our new friend,JIAWEI!!i was so happy that they could come to travel with us.

the 1st and 2nd day,we walked around in Bruxelles and the 3rd day in Luxembourg.I don't really know what i have visited because i was keep chatting with others and was trying to appreciate every moment that we were together.On Monday,3 of them left Luxembourg to Paris.The difference was so obvious and that night,I felt a bit down because this might be the last time we travel together.

Well,the trip still went on.We went to Amsterdam the next day and for the first time,I went to SEX MUSEUM!!!!!There are some nice photos or paintings and some funny comics,however the others made feel bad,some even made me feel nausea.After dinner,we went to RED LIGHT DISTRICT (an 'EXCITING' day huh =P) We walked around and when back to our caravan.

The next day,we started our day by visiting Anne Frank House.A place who made me sad the whole day,until now,i'm sad once i read the diary that i bought or articles concerned.Just because she was a Jews, she needed to hide with her family for 2 years.They couldn't talk normally,they could walk everywhere,they couldn't see their friends and family,they couldn't go to school,they couldn't even flush the toilet!!and they thought that they were so lucky!(so how lucky we are now compared with them) after 2 years of hiding,we were betrayed by don't-know-who and dead not long after that except her father.I hadn't known much about this before,thus i bought a 60th edition of her diary.This is the most important thing that i've learnt during the trip.

 On the same day,we went to Keukenhov,a big big big garden where we can see a lot of flowers!(especially Tulips)Kuaci and I tried to take some nice photos.Unfortunately,the field which was supposed to be colorful (the field that u could see in most of the post cards) was fully green.

We went to windmill village the last day we were in amsterdam.In the village,there is a cheese's shop where we had our lunch!(because we could test every cheese.)

the night we reached bruxelles,it was a rainy day.Kuaci and I were so happy when we found the hostel.1st,because we didn't need to walk in the rain,2nd,the hostel was just like a house,even more like a house than my house=P.We went to instrumental museum in Bruxelles and we bought a lot of chocolates.

And we went back to Toulouse on the 30th.The night of 30th,i took a night train to my bf's house.What a tiring journey huh?

ps: pls belief me that i was the one who took those flowers' photos with my canon IXUS 90IS but not a DSLR!



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baby cat~

yes,u didn't misunderstand!i just bought a baby cat,i mean kitten =) many ppl asked me:why cat??euhh...because my room is too small for a dog?because dogs are noisy?because dogs are dirty?well,the main reason is,my bf loves cats,and it's his b'day soon (i mean in about 1 month =P)

His name is JACOBIEN,why??because i was studying maths for the exam this evening when we decided his name.Besides,the short-form,JACO is kinda cool,isn't it?As a 3-month-old baby,he's fat and big!!!his former master let him eat as much as he wanted..

i saw an announce from a Chinese couple and they are selling it with those accessories for 50euros.When we saw the photo,my bf was so excited and wanted it,so i just contacted them and bought him.We was told that his father is a persan,and we guess his mom is an america short.

He's kinda cute,i mean when he doesn't scratch.I couldn't sleep for 1st 2 nights because he kept jumping here and there,still a baby huh!WELL,i still need to confess that I HATE CATS!!!!they like to scratch and only 4 days,i have a lot of wounds!!!!ok...i ll try to be good with him...and be PATIENT..

Nowadays,i read news all the time to get the latest news in Japan.It's very sad to see those who have lost their houses,their families,their friends and almost everything..
i can't stop imaging if i were them,what situation would i be.i would probably be crazy and cause more troubles....I was so touched when i see Japaneses who were so calm and disciplined.They are certainly 1000000 times more sad than us,but they know what should they do now,and they manage to control themselves.THUMB UP for Japaneses!

By reading news everyday,i know that there are still a lot of crimes in the world.I just don't understand how could people still keep hurting other people after seeing these scenes.To burglars,thieves.....,think of ur family and friends when you injure other people..you are just unforgivable..



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不同的你们

很久很久以前，我遇见了你们。

两个完全不同的人，一个嬉皮笑脸，一个和蔼可亲，用不同的方式欢迎我。
那个像哥哥的，总会发现不开心的我，然后静静地听着我的哭诉。
那个像敌人的，总会发现装开心的我，逗我说出心事，然后再向我发炸弹，让我哭笑不得。
他们就是这样的人，总在我伤心时，帮我疗伤。

两个完全不同的人，却同时在我低落的时候跟我说：如果需要倾诉的对象，我在这。
我生病时，给我饭吃；我哭时，借我肩膀；我要买东西，陪我逛街；我成绩差，帮我补习；我心情烂，逗我开心。
他们就是这样的人，总让着我、疼着我。

两个完全不同的人，却不约而同的有着充满心事的背影。
不懂事的我，总很三八的挑起他们心里的那个痛。
有点多管闲事，可是我也希望我是他们的药，可是有些事，小孩不要知道比较好。
他们就是这样的人，总把我当小妹妹。

两个完全不同的人，却同时去了巴黎，留下我一个。
为了前途，他们说，巴黎实习比较好。
他们就是这样的人，总会为未来着想。

两个完全不同的人，离开时却都让我流泪，然后第二天无法见人。
以后的我，伤心了，找谁？
以后的我，饿了，找谁？
他们就是这样的人，总让我舍不得分离。

人好像就是在许许多多的离别中长大，可是长越大离别越多。
我会长大的，然后等待着另一个离别的出现，然后再继续长大。。

对了，其实也没有很久，我们就在一年半前认识，可是好像认识了好久好久。。。

好不容易找到的合照，你们也太少合照了吧？？！！

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