holiday

finally,it's holiday..
i should be happy huh?
i should be but i'm not.
that day when u told me that u think u r not deeply in love with me,i was sad.

however,yesterday,after u went back to ur house,i can really feel the pain in my heart.
this is the 1st time we dont see each other for 2 weeks after we know each other.
n this time,i realized that u have really left me.
i'm still wondering how if i didn't ask u that day?will we still be together?
everyone said that i shouldn't have asked u since we were just be together.but shouldn't i?

however,everything happened is happened.
i will be ok.i swear..
but it takes time.and now it's the best time for me to heal my wound,because i'm not going to see u for 2 weeks.

going to stockholm n milan with kah wai,eugene n yogesh.
i hope that it ll b a fun trip!i will take a lot of photos to show u all~
everyone!merry xmas in advance.

cheer up xin ni!

weekend~

huh huh~~it's weekend again!
i had a lot of problems during this week
u know,my dad's in hospital,problems with my friends,studies problems,problems with him....
well..just forget about it.
besides all these,i enjoyed the week as well.
i watched twilight 2 with ridhuan.it's a really good film,but some parts are quite violent.don't u think so?
i had a match on wednesday.we won it.
i was so happy although i was not in the mood(because my dad admitted in hospital on wednesday.)
i ran 10 mins+10 mins+10 mins+40 mins non-stop during the sport class.(long time din run d)
hmm..it's getting colder and colder now.
started wearing trousers which i hate to wear.

now..i have a new problem,that is,i'm going to have exam next monday and i've not yet done my revision

actually,i write this article today because last year 4th december 2008,my cousin died.
i wish that he rests in peace,and 'live' happily in another world.
2nd bro,i miss u so much!!!

爸爸入院了

爸爸突然入院了。姐姐说爸爸的脚肿，手又不能动
刚才打电话给爸爸，妈妈说爸爸发烧
还是第一次那么严重
刚才上课都无法专心
我该怎么办？我该做些什么？
还记得二哥去世时，哥哥和姐姐说，我长的了
必须理智些
必须会控制自己的情绪
现在又是考验我的时候吧？！
我长大了！我必须承担这一切
爸爸、妈妈、哥哥、姐姐，放心。
明天我一定会收拾心情专心上课的
最近怎么发生了那么多事呢？
欣霓，你要坚强啊！！

new calculator

bought a new calculator which costs 184euros(but i paid 150 euros cause by the refund from a senior)

which costs about rm1000 but i dunno how to use it..shy..

力不从心

话说力不从心，

力量无法听从心

那力量应该是在身体的右边吧？

因为心在左边隔着肺

所以才听不到心吧？

还是力量在身体的下方？

隔着肚子

所以听不到心呢？

哎。。

又无法问力量

害得我无法找出答案

这就叫做力不从心吧？！

请原谅我的废话连篇

最近压力太大了。。。

another 1

another 1 for my team~

崇拜

梁静茹的崇拜
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dZvV0rYeZWM



最近肩膀越来越重，生活越来越压力
所以培养出了新方法已舒解压力^^
希望大家喜欢咯~