not more teenager!!

wow!i'm officially 20!!!!!!!
should i say i'm old d?nonono!!!i'm mature!!!=P
well..i had alot of fun yesterday night with malaysians!
they made a party for me n yogesh(my 'twin')
i ate bihun,pizza,chips,and we drank alot!
i drank 2 shots of tequila,2 glasses of rose wine,2 glasses of red wine,and 1 glass of apple,a little bit of lychit!gosh!!i wonder since when i can drink so much n dun get drunk at all!
well..i kept drinking alcohol this few days.
i drank some white wine on thursday n a lot a lot on friday due to the party in my engineering school!(some sangria,vodka,rhum...,n i didn't get drunk neither!)
we had 3 cakes(1 for me,1 for yogesh n 1 for haikal)(1 cake made from lavanya,1 from pei xin n 1 from carrefour)
after went back to insa,we drank a bit again..after that i went back to my room n studied until 3.30am.
today i woke up at 12pm n checked my mail
guess what?i got 100++emails from facebook!!thz thz thz~
i dunno what to say except thz~
how wish i can celebrate with everyone.
but well..i can't even celebrate with my friends in toulouse,i mean those french,coz we r having 2 exams tmr!how 'lucky' m i!
well..wish i can do well tmr!
thkz everyone!love yea~
muack!!

need to continue my revision d..=/

what a shocking day

wow!!!finally i'm home n no more 'surprise'(i wish)
today morning,i hv learned about a death of a friend,kamal.
he was learning french with us during 3 months n was staying in the same hostel with us.
i was so shocked and couldn't concentrate in the class.
till now,i still dunno wat happened...
then i got another 'surprise' before break time.
i failed the exam that i was so confident in!!
i juz cant believe it!
i thought i managed to solve those questions,but apparently,i was wrong!
then i asked teacher,he told me that it's because of i didn't write any sentence,he didn't understand so he didn't gv mark.
wth!!!
i failed 3 subjects adi!!!i can oni fail 4 subjects in a year..but don't worry,i hv found the passion that i had when i was preparing for spm.
if i fail again after i put those afford,dat means i'm not suitable to be an engineer!!or i'm juz too stupid!

well..i'm so tired after all this.yet,i need to study..
i want to be better no matter what!!!!!
ganbatte neh!!!!
aja aja fighting!!

hmm..i ll rest for awhile though..i'm so tired now..even too tired to breath...
may everyone pray hard for me...
and kamal,may u rest in peace..

i just wanna keep u as a friend

after all,i would like to keep u as a friend.

i don't know how hard ll it be,i don't know how long ll it take,so that we wont feel strange when we talk.

but i would like to hv u as a friend.

because for me,u r kind as friend^^

sincerely,as friend!hope that our friendship wont end like this.

浮板

如果人生是大海，
那我是刚抓到浮板的落难者。
当然我会想得到一块更大的浮板
可是现在，我一眼望去，似乎只有这块浮板
我想让它带我到我想去的那个地方。