what a shocking day

wow!!!finally i'm home n no more 'surprise'(i wish)
today morning,i hv learned about a death of a friend,kamal.
he was learning french with us during 3 months n was staying in the same hostel with us.
i was so shocked and couldn't concentrate in the class.
till now,i still dunno wat happened...
then i got another 'surprise' before break time.
i failed the exam that i was so confident in!!
i juz cant believe it!
i thought i managed to solve those questions,but apparently,i was wrong!
then i asked teacher,he told me that it's because of i didn't write any sentence,he didn't understand so he didn't gv mark.
wth!!!
i failed 3 subjects adi!!!i can oni fail 4 subjects in a year..but don't worry,i hv found the passion that i had when i was preparing for spm.
if i fail again after i put those afford,dat means i'm not suitable to be an engineer!!or i'm juz too stupid!

well..i'm so tired after all this.yet,i need to study..
i want to be better no matter what!!!!!
ganbatte neh!!!!
aja aja fighting!!

hmm..i ll rest for awhile though..i'm so tired now..even too tired to breath...
may everyone pray hard for me...
and kamal,may u rest in peace..