last day in 2009

last day in 2009,what r u all doing?
hmm..i woke up at 10am then on my lappy checked mail,bought some friends in facebook=P
eating some cereals as 'brunch'(breakfast+lunch) coz i din go shopping yet.
going to continue cleaning my room,might go to town to buy a new mobile phone,might not..
going to jog later.wish to jog with some chinese friends but everyone is not here.so i'm going to jog alone.
5pm,(12am malaysia time zone),i'm gonna count down in my room
12am,again,i'm gonna count down in my room.

2009,a complicated year.again,a lot of changes.
happiness is as much as sadness.
i still remember when i wrote summary for 2008,i was really sad.coz i lost a lovely cousin on december.
this year,i'm neither sad nor happy.
btw,i should be happy that i still can breath.^^
i'm still happy that many ppl care of me.i really appreciate it.
for my family,wish u all healthy owes and happy owes!
for those who were couple with me,thanks for giving me some joyful period.again,i appreciate it.
for my friends,all the best and miss u all.wish to meet u all as soon as possible!
for me,study hard!!!it's enuf of playing n relaxing!1 and a half years of relaxing..it's time to stop it n change it!

everyone!!!!happy new year!!!wish u all the best in 2010!!!!!muackkkkkksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

weekend~

huh huh~~it's weekend again!
i had a lot of problems during this week
u know,my dad's in hospital,problems with my friends,studies problems,problems with him....
well..just forget about it.
besides all these,i enjoyed the week as well.
i watched twilight 2 with ridhuan.it's a really good film,but some parts are quite violent.don't u think so?
i had a match on wednesday.we won it.
i was so happy although i was not in the mood(because my dad admitted in hospital on wednesday.)
i ran 10 mins+10 mins+10 mins+40 mins non-stop during the sport class.(long time din run d)
hmm..it's getting colder and colder now.
started wearing trousers which i hate to wear.

now..i have a new problem,that is,i'm going to have exam next monday and i've not yet done my revision

actually,i write this article today because last year 4th december 2008,my cousin died.
i wish that he rests in peace,and 'live' happily in another world.
2nd bro,i miss u so much!!!

力不从心

话说力不从心，

力量无法听从心

那力量应该是在身体的右边吧？

因为心在左边隔着肺

所以才听不到心吧？

还是力量在身体的下方？

隔着肚子

所以听不到心呢？

哎。。

又无法问力量

害得我无法找出答案

这就叫做力不从心吧？！

请原谅我的废话连篇

最近压力太大了。。。

another 1

another 1 for my team~

崇拜

梁静茹的崇拜
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dZvV0rYeZWM



最近肩膀越来越重，生活越来越压力
所以培养出了新方法已舒解压力^^
希望大家喜欢咯~

伤心

我的physic被当掉了！
我没想到真的被当掉了
一直在想问题出在哪
当然自己也有错，不读书嘛
加上班上真的是。。。唉
一年就只能被当掉四次，开学两个月，我就被当掉了一科！
我发誓，从今开始，我要努力读书了
原来，我去年用的读书方式，今年不再能用了
昨天等了一整天，才发现自己被当掉
心情直线调入谷底
幸好朋友带我去看场合唱团的表演，又陪我讲话，否则我就一个人在家大哭了
唉。。我不要再被当了！！！！！

树与叶

落叶飞舞，树根哭诉：养叶多苦，叶不知足。 落叶着地，满脸泪滴：伴树多日，树不惜之。

autumm hoilday(toussaint holiday)

i had 1 week holiday as toussaint holiday.

during the 1st weekend,i did nothing except reading some manga and watching some films.

on monday and tuesday,i cleaned my room and tried to arrange everything(u know me,i'm not good in arrangement)

wednesday..dang dang dang dang..

i went to a small town called ariege..

1st of all,we went to foix-a small place in ariege.

we went to a castle there(which was built b4 middle-age,b4 zaman kegelapan)

then we went to talescon,which is a small place in ariege,again.

we had booked a room there.

it was a small house in the mountain.

the room was really beautiful!!!(i ll post those fotos in facebook soon)

we had our dinners in the house.

the host was a chef in Holland b4.

the dinner was quite expensive,(20euros per dinner),yet was very delicious!

after dinner,we went back to our room n read some books..

on thursday,we woke up quite late,10am.

after having dinner,we started our journey by walking down from the mountain.

then we climbed up to another mountain again(well,it's not really a mountain,coz it's not so high )

we din manage to climb up to the top of the 'mountain'.

we had a picnic there n we picked some mushrooms(since it was mushroom's season)

then we walked down again.

we went to a bar to have a drink,then we saw a pool(not swimming pool!!it's a small snooker) and a baby-foot).we played them during 1 and a half hour,b4 having headed back the the house.

when we reached the house,i saw the host was outside.Hence,i asked him to show us his garden

we planted alot alot of fruits,veges.

they even taught us how to differentiate those mushrooms we had picked b4 the dinner.

on friday,we had our breakfast there.

he made mushroom omelette for us wif our mushrooms.

then he taught us how to play darts.

we headed back in the afternoon.

we had planned to go another place b4 going back,but we were too tired.

Thus,we went back straight.

Saturday and Sunday were hell for me!!

because i needed to prepare my exam on monday!

i have even skipped my lunches due to the lack on time.

However,i did enjoy my holiday.

Since i was here,i had never stayed in the nature.

some of u know that my house in penang island is under a hill.

Yet,i din stay there during last holiday.

this trip made me remember those time when i climbed the hill to find my grandma.

miss my grandma very very much.......................

结束了

我说对不起 你说没关系

我说我哭了 你说会好的

你要我好好照顾自己

你要我学着长大

这次真的走到了尽头

曾经无数次的想象

从没想到会和平分手

对不起

如果你只要我，我会留下的

可是你不会真正幸福的

你曾经做过的一切 我很感激

可是我不可以自私的让你继续为我做了

我一直都无法为你做些什么

我只能放你走

我们的关系不被肯定。

我知道 你累了

你一直都不说什么 我知道你爱我

可是对不起

不知道什么时候开始

我对你的感觉已成了习惯

习惯你帮我做一切 习惯你在我身边

我想我该放手的

让你找到真正的幸福

你说你不再相信爱情

你会相信的

知道那一天，当你遇上那个人

你会相信的

祝福你 一切顺利

我们的一切 结束了

突然累了--林俊杰

吃饭吃到睡了 我开车开到了傻了 我看书看到你了 开始怀疑我怎么了 说话说到吐了 我写歌写到了疯了 我爱你爱到盲了 天知道我又怎么了 不舍得 舍不得都分手了 舍不道不舍得 散了 爱是你的 我是我的 完了 原来我只是突然累了 原来我不说了 原来我想着 想到麻了 原来我不爱了

thz everyone!!

halo~~

so happy to tell u dat yen kee managed to collect the amount for her transplantation~

so the fund is closed.

thz everyone who donated..

lets us pray for her so dat her transplantation ll be successful!

yen kee,ganbatte neh!!!!!

international week..

last week was international week in INSA Toulouse,my university

from monday to wednesday i did nothing for the international week but practiced.

on thursday,there was an event called 'stands du monde'

every country had their own 'stall' and let others students tried their country's food.

we cooked nasi lemak,bubuh cacah and agar-agar.everyone said that our foods were delicious^^

i tried some other country's foods as well but not much.

because i was serving nasi lemak before went n tried other foods.

when i was free,everything almost finished.

luckily i ate some chinese food,because their stall were beside ours,hence i asked them to bring me some=P

ah yu and zhe lung came too.but they were too too too late.

when they reached,there was no any food.

at night,wili,kuaci and yong chang came my room to have dinner because we hided some foods for ourself!!!haha

friday,i had class as normal..

after having class,i went for the rehearsal of performance.

at 9pm,the spectacle of international was started.

many countries participated in the event and of course,many students attended it until they had to sit on the stairs.

i sang 2 songs that night.1 is lang hua yi duo duo.kuaci n zhe lung played guitar while i sang.

as for the 2nd song,i sang with a girl from china,tian wen yuan.

we sang ni bu shi zhen de ai wo by sun yanzi while kuaci and wen yuan played guitar.

the show was quite successful~

(fotos n videos are available in my facebook.)

saturday was a quite unlucky day

i fell down in the toilet!!!!!

haizz...

my leg is still pain now..

on sunday,i called my family

they told me that 2nd jie jie(cousin) is going to marry next year..11/9/2010..

i hope that i can get permission to come back late..

so happy to know that^^

i had 2 tests on monday,maths and physics.

i did bad in physics.i scared that i cant even get 10 marks over 20.

Therefore,i decided to do well in UV2!!!!i promised!!!

will get my result soon..scary~~~

请救我朋友

優異生患血癌需20萬移植骨髓
楊顏琦年紀輕輕便患上血癌，令她飽受化療之苦。

大山腳訊）大馬教育文憑11A優異生楊顏琦，
因患上血癌而被迫放棄到捷克就讀醫學系。
她在接受治療1年的化療後情況有好轉，
原以為可以當醫生圓夢，詎料血癌再度復發，
她目前急需20萬令吉進行骨髓移植手術。

楊顏琦（19歲）於去年5月證實患上血癌，

在今年康復的她，萬萬沒想到自己在重獲健康短短兩週後，再度被癌魔纏上。

楊顏琦在家中排行第三，有一對兄姐及一個妹妹。

父親楊亞華（62歲）雖然是一名建築承包商，

為了女兒的病，他在過去一年半幾乎處於停工狀態。儲蓄幾近耗盡

楊顏琦先前在檳城醫院共花了約7至8萬令吉醫藥費，

加上生活費及兄弟姐妹的求學費用，楊家已差不多耗盡儲蓄。

她病發後，醫生表示化療已無法壓制癌細胞，

必須盡快進行骨髓移植手術。

由於馬來西亞、新加坡及台灣都找不到適合她的骨髓，

醫生只能往美國尋找，是本地比較罕見的例子。

雖然已經找到骨髓，運輸費及骨髓費價格不菲，

大約需要9萬美金（約31萬3200令吉），

骨髓一旦抵馬，她即在安邦醫院進行手術。

這次的醫藥費估計需要20萬左右，

對楊家來說是個重擔。

他們希望社會熱心人士慷慨解囊，助楊顏琦渡過難關。

出國讀醫夢碎

楊顏琦原本獲得公共服務局獎學金資助，到捷克就讀醫學系，

卻因為患癌而打碎了出國夢。她如今在日新國中就讀中六，

所獲得的獎學金則獲準延遲一年，但日後只可以在馬來西亞繼續醫學課程。

開朗的楊顏琦表示，她在患病初期非常難過，一度十分執著，終日以淚洗臉。

在家人及朋友的鼓勵下，她漸漸學會以平常心看待，並感恩現在擁有的一切。

她指出，在患病期間目睹許多血癌病人離世，令她感慨萬分。

她語帶哽咽地說，希望本身康復後可以繼續深造當醫生，將來幫助那些和她一樣遭遇的人。

有意捐助楊顏琦的熱心人士，

可把義款交到光明日報辦事處，

以轉交《光明公益金》處理。

支票背面請註明捐助楊顏琦。

光明日報．2009.09.28







如果大家有能力的话，请帮帮我的朋友...
真的...非常...谢谢。

我高兴吗？是的，我很高兴

最近的我过得蛮好的（除了两天的倒霉天外）
该从何说起呢？
就从霉运降临说起吧
有人说过，只要运气不好，什么坏事都会发生，还真的是这样
首先，非常尴尬的，追巴士时，裤子掉了，还好没人看见
然后，非常奇怪的，超市袋划破了我的小腿（朋友间好像还没发生过，我算是第一位了）
接着，adapter的cable也无端端的坏了
此外，跑不跑到不能呼吸，差点晕倒+心口痛（还真是第一次）
过后，非常衰的，踩到了狗屎
最后，回家发现有很多虫虫在我家的地上蠕动。

这些事都在两天内发生了，帅吧？！

除此之外，其他都还好
霉运走了，一切都满顺利地。
上星期四去班上的party了
就像意料之中的，除了酒还是酒。不过还蛮好玩的，因为我班的人很疯一下^^
之中发生了一段小插曲
就是有人到我们的宿舍打抢了
他们一进门就打人，我同学上前阻止还被打了一拳，幸好其中一位被抓了
然后，星期日我办了open house party
没有很盛大（因为我家不大嘛）
就请了十多位马来西亚的朋友
结果准备过多的食物，还让学长们带回家吃了^^
这几天在赶数学的作业，星期五要交，昨天才开始做
还好，完了！

最近进了排球队，是学校里比较强的那队
其实本想试试看，结果因为队员不多，所以滥竽充数了，因为其他人都是学姐

星期四要考法语了，以方便分班
之前考英语，考得蛮烂的，结果还进了第一班，应该是因为法国人不怎么注重英语吧
这星期六，我家又有party了
因为我们要庆祝中秋节，然后我家比较大，也比较没东西，所以就在我家办咯
晚上要塔火车到paris去
星期日要见首相啦~！

好了，是时候睡觉了。拜拜咯！

正式上学了！

回来都快两个星期了

时间过得说快不快说慢不慢

回来和亚洲人上了一个星期的课（大多时间都在逃学。嘻嘻）

搬了家。。

终于一切都办好了。又时一个人了

在这里一切都变得不同。

这边没有一个和我熟的马来西亚人。

只有一个大我一岁的马来人（可是我们同一个时间进来）

想要认识法国人嘛。。

今天见识过了。。认识不得啊！！

超臭屁的

以为自己什么都懂，就不愿意听听人家的意见。

而且超看轻我们的

真不知道在臭屁个什么！

好了，说说第一天上的课吧！

总括一句----累！！

第一堂课就问些有的没的。

问工程师是什么？问具备的条件？问解决问题是该有什么步骤？

还好。。可是就这个问了整个早上

然后下午就丢了一份册子给我们，让我们做project

要我们写programme让robot走到对的位置

明天又要继续

才刚上课就这样了

好累哦

尤其是在没有朋友的时候。。。

又回到了一个人的时候

又要回去了。。

经过了四十天，我又要回去了
翻看着四十天的日子，似乎做了很多事。但其实我做了些什么？
见了朋友，买了东西，每天嘻嘻哈哈的过。
我到底有做了些什么？？
家里一样的乱，我又能改变些什么？？
原本想像的到底在哪里？
要走了，怎么还是对这个地方又爱又恨的。
我希望回来，却带着悲伤离开此地
很不应该吧？可是我依然如此
怎么回来一趟，觉得自己那么渺小。
拜天拜地，希望下次回来不会再如此
或许该回去条理心情了吧。
明天不许哭。。
朋友们，明年见！

飞机

有人说飞机是史上最伟大的交通发明。
可我说它何尝不是世上最让人讨厌的交通发明呢？


它，
载着人们的梦想，也载着离别的悲伤。
沉重的，竟忽视了地心引力的存在，飞的如此高。


如果说世上的人都不是十全十美的，那飞机是否也和人一样呢？
当人们坐上飞机的那一刹那，生命便交给了它。

心情好时，顺利到达。
心情不好，来个大震动。
大发雷霆，突然下海降火。

即使知道飞机的情绪化，人们还是上了飞机
因为，机会总在飞机到达的目的地
因为，梦想总要经过考验才能达成
因为，只有飞得更高才能看得更远


所以说，飞机呀！
你怎么这么让人又爱又恨呢？！






**写了一大篇，其实啊是因为我们家的蕃薯--如丽两个小时后就要飞香港啦
所以心中不免有些惆怅
希望她搭上的是心情好的飞机，让她一路顺风！！！
虽然不舍，但人因梦想而伟大。
她有了梦想，当然就要去争取啦！
加油啦！！期待你的europe sem..

足迹

我走过的路程 是否都留着我的脚印？

我认识的朋友 是否拥有对我的回忆？

朋友 无论多么遥远

希望你看到我的时候 依然知道我是谁

那么我走过的路才不会浪费

至少 你的回忆里有我的足迹

回望

当你看着以前的相片，

一切的怨恨已成了你最珍贵的回忆

因为你已经长大了。

my life in malaysia

saturday 12.40am:i reached penang
afternoon:had a hair treatment n ate my favourite yam rice
evening:went to bon odori wif billie
night:met min jie in coffee island

sunday morning:ate dim sum wif my uncle's family
afternoon:went back to penang house n visited my relatives
evening:had my dinner wif my uncle n aunts n cousins n my family
night:came back to perai house

monday afternoon:bought a hp prepaid card,repaired a pair of sunglasses,changed my watch battery,shopping wif my sis

tuesday afternoon:went out wif shally,my ex-supervisor.

wednesday afternoon:went julie's house n ate smth wif her in wai sek kai

thursday did nth in the house

friday afternoon:went hospital to visit my grandpa who felt down from a tree.
evening:went my aunt's house to hv our dinner

saturday morning:took bus to kl wif my sis n my teammates+best friends
afternoon:reached kl n met cy in a hotel near sunway
met loon loon in sunway pyramid then we had our lunch n started our shopping~
evening：watched harry porter n ate steamboat.

sunday afternoon:shopping in mid valley
evening:dinner-seafood

monday morning:had our breakfast in mcD.cy went back to hostel
afternoon:checked out n met yu pei.went sg. wang to shopping again～～
evening:bilie,lilie n mj took bus n went back to pg.i went back to sunway pyramid to meet cy
night:went to cy's hostel n celebrate her b'day

tuesday morning:shopping again
afternoon:met tong huooi in mid valley
evening:met my sis n go shu sim's,my cousin's house

wednesday evening:went my another cousin's house

thursday afternoon:took bus n came back to butterworth

last paris trip b4 i came back

as wat i wrote in last blog,i visited chateau de versailles n disneyland b4 i came back..
now,i'm going to show u my beautiful fotos^^=P

























wan to see more photos?in my facebook^^

i'm back

i reached malaysia in the night of 17th by airasia.
it was quite a long journey,12h30
n i was very tired
coz i went to chateau de versaile on 14th,disneyland on 15th n london airport on 16th
i cant upload fotos now,coz i din buy my laptop's adapter yet..
ll upload as soon as possible^^

going back to malaysia soon lo!!!

yeah yeah!!
tmr i'm going to the biggest n most beautiful castel in france--chateau de versailles
tmr is the independent day in france..
so ll hv marching n firework in paris..
n luckily..i ll be in paris^^
the day after i ll be in disneyland paris..
on the 16th,i ll take plane to london n go back to malaysia!!!
wait for me oo..hehe

half month half month lo~~

futuroscope's trip

wow!my weekends b4 i'm going back are fully booked now

haha!

last weekend we went to futuroscope wif our profs..

futuroscope is actually a park wif multimedia.

quite interesting..

we watch 3d movie,watch dinosaur's film etc

unfortunately,we unmanaged to try everything..

wish to go again lo..

this weekend we r going to eiji n junko's house.

next weekend i'm going to tours.

next next weekend going to madame quidort's house

next next next weekend i ll be in malaysia~~~~~